Day 9

Got up at 1:30. Weigh in at 179 lbs. Had 8 oz of orange juice. Went to work from 5pm - 1.30 am. I felt no dizziness or hunger pangs at all today. Unfortunately I decided to go to the diner with the co-workers before going home and ended up having a 2 eggs over easy with french fries and brown gravy. It is now 3.30 in the morning and it wants to come out. I can feel it butting up against my throat. I'm resisting the urge because given my failure rate that would just make this fast an eating disorder. I've been smoking throughout the day. I would say I had about 6-8 cigarettes.

Tomorrow/today I really need to be more diligent about this fast.